“What are you,” they asked me, a young, hazel eyed, coffee
skinned boy.
“Well,” I replied, “my mother is German-Irish (white) and my
father is African-American (black).”
They stared at me blankly; it was obvious my ethnicity had caught them off
guard. As I attempted to subdue the frustration that began to betray itself in
my eyes, the ensuing question would be one that I would continue to answer
throughout my entire life: “Well which one (ethnicity) are you, black or white?”
This question presented itself in many different ways throughout the years but
my answer to the question never changed: “I
am both.” However, I have recently discovered a new but similar way to
answer this question…
I never thought of this assertion as defiant or malevolent so you can imagine
my confusion when the person I was speaking with became visibly agitated. Often
times this person (black or white) would (directly or indirectly) attempt to
convince me that the world would never affirm my claim to “bothness” and I should therefore choose one or the other.
In his book
RedeemingMulatto, Brian Bantum addresses this tragic phenomenon from a theological
perspective. Bantum suggests through his careful and astute interaction with
philosophy, history, literature and theology that the
mulatto/a body poses a
problem to culture because it rejects a mentality of totalism (pg. 20). Bantum
asserts that mulatto/a bodies disrupt the religious and racial ideologies of
“purity” insofar as they demonstrate a divergence in “racial performance” (pg.
28-29). These mulatto/a (also read
inter-racial) bodies reject the traditional American boundaries of racial
purity (whiteness) by existing/claiming numerous ethnicities. Bantum
acknowledges that this is often to the chagrin of white counterparts who have deified
and commidified whiteness over all other pigmentations (pg. 32-33, 54).
Therefore, the mulatto/a existence can be viewed as a threat to racial
structures because it rejects Western ethnic constructs and demonstrates an
impossible possibility: reconciliation amongst the transgressor (whites) and
the transgressed (blacks/other ethnic peoples) (pg. 33, 39).
In an attempt to offer an alternative articulation of race and
theology, Bantum provocatively suggests that Christ was mulatto/a in the sense
that he exists in utter difference (God/Man Phil. 2:6-7) unified to a single,
hybrid body (pg. 99, 108). Christ is neither/nor—but.
Christ transforms notions of purity and totalism by demonstrating, through his
life, an impossible possibility (Luke 1:43-56): the enjoining of the Creator
and the creature. Through the incarnation, Christ invites his followers to
reject the dichotomies of either/or and embrace the possibilities of neither/nor—but. Through baptism,
discipleship, prayer and a commitment to an ecclesial community, the Christian
becomes incorporated into Christ’s mulattic body which embraces a multiplicity
of tongues (Acts 2:1-12; 15:1-35; Gal 3:28) (pg. 190). “Christ gives birth to
mixed race children whose very presence and whose lives declare a different
possibility” (pg. 120). I share Bantum’s conviction that if one truly desires
to live into the body of Christ, they will embrace their foreign looking
brother or sister, and reject the totalizing racial logic that has predominated
Western culture (pg. 142, 148-149).
“Well which one are you, black or white,” they ask me, a
young, hazel eyed, coffee skinned boy.
“Well,” I reply, “I am neither/nor—but.”
By Josiah R. Daniels
Dedicated to Aria and Sarkis Smith